My lover is a conduit to god.

I suspect that if I could define god, I would no longer believe in god. I believe in god largely because god is indefinable. Elusive. God is like nothing else. Beyond human comprehension. So it makes no sense to define god. One either believes or doesn't believe. And it's probably largely a matter of desire. I am willing to believe without any proof. One's belief is based on faith alone. In a sense, a desire to want to believe. God is part of my romantic notion of life. I was a romantic before I became a believer in god. I had to genuinely fall in love. That was my avenue to god. My lover is a conduit to god. --Jim Broede