Wondering forever. Did I get it right?

If I don’t live forever, it’s a crying shame. Hard for me to fathom. Not having the opportunity to go on and on and on. To new horizons. New dimensions. Life is meant to be lived in every which way. Not to be a one-time instant of consciousness. Come and gone. I need forever to grasp the true meaning of the life force.  For that to happen, I need to exist. In the dimension outside of time.  In the same realm as the creator. Where I am given opportunity to re-enter time. At will. Whenever I please. To experience the thrill of physical being. Again and again and again. But always, I return to the timeless dimension. As spirit. For soulful reflection. Wondering forever. Did I get it right? –Jim Broede