Having today is better than nothing.

I am losing confidence. In my physical being. Which is disappointing. And maybe even tragic. When living in a physical world. Therefore , it should come as no surprise. That I find it necessary to cling to my spiritual being. It's my only way to survive. Over the long term. If my spirit happens to be bogus. Than my future ain't very bright. Unless I prefer absolute nothingness.  Anyway, I sense having a spirit. Though I could be fooling myself. But the fact that I can imagine a spirit. That's a good sign. Especially if my spirit happens to be non-physical in nature. If so, I have a future. If not -- well, there's still a physical today, and maybe a tomorrow. To savor. That's better than nothing. --Jim Broede