Are they saints? Or masochists?

What if one existed. And didn’t want to exist. But couldn’t die. One was forced to live forever. I wonder if that happens. In a strange but real dimension. Could that be hell? Where one is forced to live. With no option to die. Eternal suffering. I suppose the only true happiness under such a circumstance would be learn to embrace suffering. By loving to be punished. I suspect that some people have done it. Are they saints? Or masochists? –Jim Broede